Thursday, May 24
Monday, May 21
Saturday, May 19
i sometimes wonder who are my true friends .
haiix .
or maybe i don even have one .
but at least i have friends dat cares for me .
i really appreciate dat alot .
tanks alot !
now i am feeling better than ytd .
but then whenever im alone , or someone reminded me of it ,
i would become emo again .
dotts .
i want to leave dat sad place .
but sadly, i cant .
im too confused .
haiix .
i hope tmr i wld be feeling better .
i rather go camp now to leave dis sad place .
or maybe just holidays now .
sometimes i don even feel like going to skool .
im trying to cheer up sometimes .
but whenever i think of it ,
my heart wld bleed unconsciously
and i feel like crying .
den start to emo le .
sometimes i cant even pick myself up .
if u see me in sch emo-ing ,
means im really lonely .
i wish dere is someone dat i cld rely on now .
im just putting a brave front,
but im bleeding inside ..
i cant even bring myself to laugh or smile now .
dey don even treat me like a good friend now .
wad do u expect me to treat dem?
i can tok to them
but is dey don wanna tok to me .
wad can i do?
if u are a kind soul ,
u wanna help me ,
u can .
but i really duno hw u are going to help me .
u help me think .
heh .
anyway,
tanks for those who had encouraged me
either thru tags or msn or frenster or sms or moral support ,
i really appreciate it .
im trying to get through tis with ur support .
thanks !
Friday, May 18
and im feeling very hurt by some ppl .
i dun understand why do u all hav to hurt me like dat .
i noe i hav done wrong in the first place.
but then its been a long time .
and cant u just simply forget abt it?
or maybe not forget .
just make friends again?
but not very good friends.
as u noe we cant go back to wad we are like in the past .
do u hav to hurt by tis way?
u shld noe wad i am toking abt .
if u really duno,
den i think u shld go and reflect on urself .
wateva it is ,
i just wanna say dat
don hurt me anymore .
cos im really hurt now .
nearly cried in class okays .
i noe i cant keep secrets and all .
okays maybe i can now .
cos i noe hw to emo le .
learnt frm kf .
LOL .
i noe u all hate me becos of dat rite?
but u don hav to hurt me again by doing dat .
i noe dat u all won patch up with me yea?
cos i noe u r maybe still angry with me , i guess .
sometimes, i really wonder dat if i had made the right chioce .
if not, i hope we could go back in time .
but dat's impossible .
i noe .
so hoped dat time could heal .
but time could make our relationship drift further away .
u all don even wanna tok to me .
i cant do anything .
i can tok to u but then its like im always the one toking to u instead .
i hope i can leave this sad place dat i am in now .
no one can understand my feelings now .
i don wan u to hate me forever .
but if u r really cruel and want to hate me forever,
den i cant do much abt it .
it not my chioce .
its urs .
wanna accept me back ,
its ur chioce .
im always open to u .
but it takes time to accept me fully.
i noe its hard .
and i don wanna be enemies with u .
if u really care abt me,
den u shld slowly accept .
and also take no offence to tis whole post .
i never hate anyone of u .
u all are still my good friends .
but if u mistreat me by hurting me again and again .
den i wld have to reconsider .
cos it wld not be worth it to me .
wanna tok to me ,
im open .
wateva it happens,
u all wld still be my good friendds .
dat's all i wanna say .
Wednesday, May 16
Tuesday, May 15
MY MOM & GRANNY !
Saturday, May 12
replies:
jl kor: i told u on msn le. yeah must spread happiness ! (:
wy: WANYING !!! wow. u tagged me ! yayy !! u all can also hav a chance to go nx yr mah, though u all dint get to go with us tis yr . haiix sad . some other ppl also mah. so don be sad . cheer up ! and tanks for ur wish to us !! xD
ql: wow . u tagged me after such a long time hor.. LOL ! kkies tag u soon . i know him through pri 6 tuition. lol.
laura: LOL ! tanks for ur help ! u've got magic power yea ? lol. can cure me so easily . haha. yea i also like my old self too ! xD
Friday, May 11
replies :
ahwei : haha..alrdy knock liao la. dun de chun jing chi okays.. im at a disadvantage lor. wle ! bei ni knock...=.=
wenji: HEYYS ! lol. tanks for tagging ! (:
kf: ya..lol lame yea? i noe.. xD
IIEXLOBBEMIIESNAMMIEX: who the hell r u? frm ibex? lol. wo gen ni you chou ma? i also nv say i chio wad. diao ley u.
najiha: harlows !!! tanks for tagging . i will tag u soon k ! (:
Tuesday, May 8
dun look back to the past, but look forward to the future. xD heh heh. i won be updating anything la. just telling you tat i am in the midst of exams. so dun come n kajiao me ar. esp some ppl.. lol. after exams, i am goin crazy !! hahaha. must clear all our 6 rebellions problem ! is maybe the 1st thing tat i wanna do? lol. okies. wait till then. hahaa. okays. tis post is very lame, i noe. the other post was like no hahaha-ing lo. or lol-ing. sad rite.. first time write until like tat ley. my mood as so damn foul la. but now, i have decided to be happy, so i am happy ! lol. im so lame. hehees. anyway, today had lit exam. wow..it was so amazing tat i hav kinda of finish it la. its like some Qns r so damn hard. aiya i anyhow do de. wad to do? cant leave it blank ma. so anyhw write lo. heh no choice la. if its normal daily work, i will leave blank ba. but exams no choice, hav to try. no matter wad. LOL. 3 more papers and FINISH !! woots. happy liao . when results come out then nervous lo. haha. take each day at a time. im like toking crap. lol. i dunno why i suddenly so happy ley. maybe cos now blogger can work, so i can post? haha. maybe.. LOL.
i've promise laura to be happy n im happy now. relax laura, i've regained my old self. LOL. tanks for ur enouragement. through the 3 tags.
forget all your worries and look to the furture that awaits you. (:
Tuesday, May 1
haiix. tis thing had been in my mind for lyke 3 days? i cant even sleep lo. its like even u see me slping, u tot i am slping, but the fact is that my mind is not fully in a slping mode yet. still thinking abt dat thing. wle ! i cant slp properly. now the thing is tat everyone is alrdy goin to patch up except me. cos A doesnt not wan to. A is still angry with me. but i dun see y she has to be angry with me for so long. last time, if we even argue, the very new day we alrdy patch up liao. now..haiix. its really frustrating. but ytd, we had a meeting with A & B. to say all our unhappiness out. we nearly break up our whole relationship. NEARLY. but then at least there is still a bond between us, dat stops us from breaking. it wld really hurts if we really break. they think i am the leader among them. its like they also got voice out mah. not only me. but they only see me voicing out. wth. and their inference is that i am their leader, like i am squealer and they r the animals. its really annoying and frustrating. for me, its really unfair lo. its not like they keep following me wad. wle ! i nearly shouted at them. okay, maybe i did in the canteen. i really cant take it liao. im goin crazy. actually they wanted to go to the canteen to vent their anger . then we were like alrdy lowering ourselves to follow them liao lo. wat else they still want? warah our middleman is trying make things easier for us. after i shouted, i nearly wanted to cry, but obviously i dint. my mood was really foul. though i did not show it. these few days, cos got exams, i cant really concentrate like tat lo. i think i will screw up my eng n chi papers la. omg lo. 2 very important papers. i was like writing crap. i even cried in my bed last nite, but not very serious tat kind la. wed, goin back to sch, goin to face them again. dnt me n kf doin with them. its a very gd opportunity to communicate with them. i noe. haiyo. i wish everythin could go back in time n i could hav change everything. maybe we r still very good frens like before. haiix. i admit that i am partly at fault. but can u all not push all the blame on me? its not totally my fault okay..its like really sad for me. wle ! i only can sing with the music to vent my anger and forget all my worries of this world. i really want to disappear for this period of time for them to cool down. i think my best fren is now only kf ba, though A was my bestie once. but now she becos of this matter she angry with me for so long. i feel tat she dun wan to even forgive me like tat lo. its the first time that i experience tis kinda pain n hurt. i really weak at all tis. i feel lyke abandoning tis whole thing. though i noe its irresponsible of me. i think after all tis thing, i had become more mature in my thinking. wish nothing like dis had ever happened to us. i really wish..first time kinda of emo not in sch, but more at home. but i wont show my feelings to anyone. i hope to go back like last time de me. i duno if B is even angry with me. but then i dun think so. cos A was my bestie last time, so she expects me to tell her everything. but i dint. and she felt betrayed?! OH MY TIAN ! like tat is betray meh? she even called us friends-stealer. wle ! hw can she even say it man? it really hurts me. i think its a test to see hw strong is our friendship. if u see the me in sch, its just me putting a brave front. i really cant take it le. i really hope tat someone could share my burdens with me, and lend me a shoulder to cry on..*sobs. lets hope bygones be bygones. i am really very tired le. i really am..
Saturday, April 21
Friday, April 20
1st - RHINO
2nd - KESTREL
3rd - JAGUAR
4rd - IBEX
5th - ALBATROSS
6th - NIGHTHAWK
lol. we always get 3rd lo. haiix. tis yr very funny. cos nitehawk got 1st for cheerleading but then overall last. dotts. they only good in cheering, but not good in running, compared to other hses la. haha. after tat, went to lot 1 with wy, yt n kf. me n yt n kf go kfc n eat, den wy go comics connections den go home. so diao lo. pang seh us. wth. tricia also nv come lo. pang seh us also. wl. den walked around lot 1. we saw a lot of ppl, as in dunearn de, den got lots of kranjians. den got regent de. hahaha. den walk until sian. oh ya, we saw jean le n frens, xx n frens, jocelyn n frens, and a lot more la. upper secs de a lot. lol. den go home play comp lo. sian la. but today i shouted my lungs out? haha. but quite loud liao lo. gtg now, heh heh, buaiix.
REPLIES:
yt diao ley u..stalkers. dotts. lol wy very out of tune lo..damn funny lo her singing. haha.
danlim yeah its rawks !
wt lol yeah, another updated post. haha
pei si hw u find my blog de? lol
Thursday, April 19
Monday, April 16
An empty street, an empty house
A hole inside my heart
I'm all alone, the rooms are getting smaller.
I wonder how, I wonder why, I wonder where they are
The days we had, the songs we sang together.(oh yeah)
And all my love, I'm holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far
[Chorus:]
So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue, to see you once again... my love.
All the seas from coast to coast
To find the place I Love The Most
Where the fields are green, to see you once again... my love.
I try to read, I go to work
I'm laughing with my friends
But I can't stop to keep myself from thinking. (oh no)
I wonder how, I wonder why, I wonder where they are
The days we had, the songs we sang together.(oh yeah)
And all my love, I'm holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far
So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue, to see you once again... my love.
All the seas from coast to coast
To find the place I Love The Most
Where the fields are green, to see you once again...
To hold you in my arms
To promise you my love
To tell you from the heart
You're all I'm thinking of
Reaching for the love that seems so far
So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take its there
Where the skies are blue, to see you once again... my love.
All the seas from coast to coast
To find the place I Love The Most
Where the fields are green, to see you once again... my love.
Say it in a prayer (my sweet love)
Dreams will take it there
Where the skies are blue (woah yeah), to see you once again my love.
(oh my love)All the seas from coast to coast
To find the place I Love The Most
Where the fields are green, to see you once again.... My Love.
[ although it's an old song, but its nice ! (= ]
GIRLFRIEND by Avril Lavgine
[Chorus]
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don’t like your girlfriend
!No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it’s not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend
[Verse 1]
You’re so fine
I want you mine
You’re so delicious
I think about ya all the time
You’re so addictive
Don’t you know what I could do to make you feel alright?
Don’t pretend I think you know I’m damn precious
And Hell Yeah
I’m the motherf**king princess
I can tell you like me too and you know I’m right
[Bridge]
She’s like so whatever
You could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that’s what everyone’s talking about!
[Chorus]
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don’t like your girlfriend
!No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it’s not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend
[Verse 2]
I can see the way, I see the way you look at me
And even when you look away I know you think of me
I know you talk about me all the time again and again
So come over here, tell me what I want to hear
Better yet make your girlfriend disappear
I don’t want to hear you say her name ever again
(And again and again and again!)
[Bridge]
She’s like so whatever
You could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that’s what everyone’s talking about!
[Chorus]
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don’t like your girlfriend
!No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it’s not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend
In a second you’ll be wrapped around my finger
Cause I can, cause I can do it better
There’s no other
So when's it gonna sink in?
She’s so stupid
What the hell were you thinking?![repeat]
[Chorus (repeat)]
[although a bit vulgar, but its cool ! rap is nice ! ]
LAST FRIDAY
WTH ! mr yeo wanted to use the HCL to do the hist project !! WTH ! WTH ! WTH ! WTH! WTH ! WTH ! WTH ! WTH ! WTH ! WTH ! WTH ! SO EVIL LO ! and selfish lo. go take ms tock's lesson ! wateva..heck care la. wat presentation lo. somemore tues must present. then he like zi high abt the whoel thing lo. dotts lo. sucker ! he makes the whole day bleahx.. but luckily, its the last 2 periods ! hahaa..*i am not tat vulgar. lol. then got this guy ______ **** kf, then _______ will jealous ley. lol. beta don say liao, lata kf emo. haha, so easily emo de lo. lol. i kinda of hard to emo de la. i am a very happy person, and get excited abt thing easily. i noe its kinda of lame n weird, but tat's me ! lol . wanna noe more abt me, tok to me, or call this no, 9*** ****. lol. don tell u. hahaha. lata u come n prank call me. hehes =]
TODAY
today, err..in the morning got hse meet, and i noe its gona be sian de lo.
yeah and it is. we kept shouting and shouting. i got flu ley. ask me to shout. haiix. me n wt kept shouting, okies la, the cheerleaders can hear. lol. i don think i can run for jaguar le.. cos my waist there kinda of sprained. when run, the pain kills me lo. WTH ! pain sia..ginny my good friend + vice-cap + jaguar cap helping me to find replacement. then i become reserve lo. i dun mind lar..today, after sch, went to library, actually shld go n do proj, then in the end, go play chinese chess. lol. yt n kf play game of life. hah. but joel help me play la. he is kinda of pro la. he likes mummy !! lol. he becomes our daddy liao ! heh heh. wan fen will be so happy. cos she doesnt hav to be daddy, and she doesnt like to be one. lol. aiya, got sth cannot write here, cos this may spread rumours de. so i cant hai myself rite? hehe so cant tell !
gtg now, today i updated a lot? heh heh. but at least i got update lo , WT !
hope u enjoy the songs, they really rox. lol.
Monday, April 2
Thursday, March 29
Tuesday, March 13

we very bored, so thought of this pose lo..LOL. a bit lame la. =] SMILE !!
paiseh, i was not looking at the mirror ! lol busying taking photos. ACTION ACTION la us..hahaha. :]

i think this is the one of the nicest la..my expression is like sian sian tyoe yea? but i was not sian okies..had a bit fun there.
this is also another pic tt we think is nice lo. the above pic and this very match. lol.
we a bit siao ler..lol. [=
haha..criss-cross legs !! lol lame la. =.='''
i was being forced to eat 2 bowls !! whahaha.. obviously i wouldnt eat 2 bowls yea? i am not tt greedy lo. [:
lol this is funny !! btw, my hair a bit messy lo. dun mind arhx..
u-mian !! we are kinda of u-mian freaks ! lol !is nice ! i HIGHLY recommend this !
LOL !! this was my idea. very cool rite?? YEM SENG !!! ahaha..lame la me. tis can show hw lame i am. hehes=]
y3 eating ! + laughing. hahha..=]Saturday, March 10
Saturday, March 3
sawspriteandicttoday!!!!goodrite?ictalrdynoesabtitle.maybethewholeclassalsonoeslo.
cossomeonewroteiloveictonthewhiteboardsia.wthlo.ttpersonisreallystupid.
butifireallynoewhoisttperson,heorsheisgoingtosodead.wth!itissoobviousliaolo.comfirmdiele..haiix.goodnewsishealrdycameback.
tookthesamebusandliftwithmeley.sogoodrite.hahha.buthedonnoeyet.haiix.
ialsodunwanhimtonoenotsurela.wishhemybfsia.buticantevenimaginettlo.
onlycanimagineictbemybfsia.dunnowhyley.hahaha..
finish saying le. i am happy ! hahhaha..at least i updated. gtg now, lurbe ________ & the 6 rebellions !! <33
this whole wk was like so damn busy lo. i think tues, got actually 4 tests de. then i thought only 3 tests. so suay sia. i nearly late also lo. so rushed. my mom wake me up late lo.abt 7am lo. sure late de, i tot. but luckily of 2 guys, they made me walked faster and so i was not late. they were like racing with me lo. lol ! aiya next time then tell u. gtg now. bauiix !! lurbe ________& 6 rebellions !! <333
Friday, March 2
lol..only my friendster hav la. but then i wanna put on blog nicer.
hehehs =]
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cousins reflection at grandma's hse. =]
we rawks ! hahaha..
gifford the cute guy !! (on the shuttle bus in sentosa =p)
i seemed so stiff. lol ! shannon my "sis" !i had lots of fun during CNY lo with all my cousins.
they are so cool yea !
we went to vivocity to board the train to sentosa.
so cool sia. =]
becos my parents and grandma and aunt&uncle wanted to go to the sentosa flower thingy.
so we gotta go also.
we were so suay lo.
no long after we reached there, it started raining !
arghh !
it didnt really dampens our mood, though. lol.
aiya, so long le.
say abt today lo.
i am so happy !!
cant tell u wat but just wanna tell u tt i am so delighted lo !!
because i saw _______
can't say who..
hahaha..
hehehs =]
happy happy happy !!
today also quite suay lo.
forgot to bring file to sch sia.
the most important thing !
how can i possibly forgot ??!!
omgh.
haiix,
don say i didnt update hor !!
gtg now
buaiix !
lurbe ___________ and the 6 rebellions !! =]
REPLIES:
yansan okies i will relink you de.
kahfong kkies, i go and tag u. u must also tag me kayys?
xx lol !! tag only mah, like tt also duno wat to say..=.='''
daryl sorry la. i change blogskin le. nice? hehes =]
zona meii okies, i link u le..hahah..
siying i link u le, wonder why so many ppl change blog..
yt lol la..hahah..must tag my blog often kkies??
annita heyys !! junior. must jia you for trainin worx. :)
wanfen heyys !! daddy ! hahaa


